Wednesday, April 1, 2009

la ti da

ramblings...

seattle. beautiful seattle. wonderful program. hell of expensive program.

muncie. random muncie. decent program. free to me program.

it is funny how god functions. he can give us an opportunity we thought we wanted. really, really wanted in fact. then he can present us with something we had forgotten and long ago dismissed. but it is a call (and a hard one to ignore at that) nevertheless.

so what does one do?
or rather what do i do?

west or midwest? debt or no debt? dream or calling?

ugh. i know. i know. freakishly lame complaints from someone way too blessed. the decision has been made. i am just not willing to admit it quite yet. i still want to hold onto the dream. but what i really need to do is hold onto christ.

oh, well. ball state here i come.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Free?? As in a full scholarship?? That is awesome, Kim! :) I'm happy for you - and God will get you to the point where you're happy with the decision too. I am in a similar boat of making decisions and following God's lead...except for me it's whether or not to go to grad school. I have some leads on jobs right now, so we'll see! Praying for you! :)

jo stout. said...

kimmy. that is so cool. but i'm gonna be honest here...i would never go somewhere that was called BALL state. seriously? who came up with that. its possible that i'm just extremely immature.